I once posted on my blog, that it's not good to forget what you experienced in life. Because that'd mean you run away from your past. But I think now, some things are better best forgotten. Well, not actually forget, perhaps more like let go and move on.
Sometimes, or often, things were not going the way you planned. Certain things were totally not yours to decide. Situation could be so difficult that no matter how hard you tried to convince yourself, you had to admit that it's impossible for you to hang on.
You're making your choices, and it must be what you thought was best at the moment. So once you did, don't look back. Things will either turn out good or bad. And if the second option happen, don't blame yourself, because you didn't have that much power to bring somebody down. They decide whether they want to be sad or happy, not you. So give them space, and take yours. They said it takes two to tango. You'd done your part, and it's enough.
You know at the end of everything, you got no one to blame. Not even yourself. Because you've learned to forgive yourself, you have learned to understand other. But sometimes you still can't take the fact that you cannot have the things you want. And you're upset, because you're just spoiled little girl who always has to get what you desire.
But you put smile on your face and play happy. Simple gesture that said: hey buddy, you didn't affect me that much. Then eventually, you'll forget. Au revoir.
You know what costumers mostly expect from you? Consistency. You know what you should earn and protect from your costumers? Trust. Because that means you appreciate all the hard work they pour into so that they could come to you, expect you to do this little thing for them so that you could make they're lives a little easier.
You could say thousand sweet words. You could spit on somebody else's work. That's okay. As long as you could prove that you could work better than those persons you despised. Because I think you're not a dumb-arrogant-son-of-a-bitch IF you really were that good. But saying lots of things to make yourself look much better then come with shitty work; that, Buddy, made you a lying-bastard. And what's your name again? Karya Agung? Andre? Viki?
I sincerely hope you'll soon find yourself in bankruptcy so that you can no longer fooling around with people who are so naively willing to trust you. Shame on you if you fool me once, shame on me if you fool me twice.
Yours faithfully.
Sebuah festival-festivalan di Bandung...
Jumat, 13 November 2009 @ Auditorium CCF.
Oke, jadi katanya acara ini adalah festival tahunan yang diadakan oleh Classicorp Indonesia yang bertujuan mendorong musisi lokal untuk tampil di depan publik. Tahun ini tema 'Viennese' dipilih untuk memperingati 200 tahun meninggalnya Joseph Haydn. *nyontek dari program*
Sebenernya sih gue juga nggak ngerti, tema Viennese untuk tahun ini? Bukannya memang namanya Viennese Festival? Entahlah...
Hasil jalan-jalan iseng gue dan Iin: mengunjungi Museum Geologi. Barengan sama anak-anak SD dan SMA.
Nggak besar ternyata ya. Only two stories museum dan di lantai duanya ada ruangan gede yang kosong. Sayang banget... Nggak ada sejam udah selesai muter-muterin semua dan foto-foto ge-je. Tapi lumayan sih, bersih, rapi, dan spacious. Dan gratis.
So... once upon a time, I did some study for my Industrial Waste Management exam. As I read further, I came to this conclusion: the end of the world is approaching, fast.
With a lot of industries going on, people and their convert-into-carbon activities, power plants, drillings... we've done nothing but added more and more glass house gases. And the process isn't reversible, you cannot convert those carbon-dioxide into gas or methane. Carbon dioxide takes approximately 100 years to be out of our atmosphere.
So even if the whole world stop doing their industrial activities and get back to the stone age, we have to wait another 100 years for green house gases to leave our atmosphere. But it's impossible, anyway. I mean, how can people live without decent clothes, good foods, televisions, phones, Google, airplanes...??
All those reuse, reduce, recycle, recovery things are just slowing down the process of ending earth's life. And that only can happen if the whole world get together and feel the same urgency to lengthen earth's life.
Couple decades ago, the biggest energy consumers had been developed countries. Now, with all the environment issues, they begun to research for much cleaner technologies. On the other hands, underdeveloped countries are now taking parts of developed countries to become biggest energy consumers. Through some stages, I believe realization will come again and those underdeveloped countries will find their way to cleaner technologies. But we still have undeveloped countries waiting in line. And who can guarantee that earth will survive until then?
I think the most effective way is to begin searching for another livable planet. Live there for couple of hundred years, destroy the planet with even higher technologies and worse pollutions, then begin to search for another planet... We all can be aliens travel around galaxy by UFO.
It's cool, Freaks.
Haven't you noticed? We're so much alike, that's why I can read you so easily. So much alike that maybe I'm not the one you need. Vice versa.
I love this quote. *tears*
It's been long since last time I posted. Umm..., nothing's quite interesting happened. I was just done hosting a national seminar (which I was dead bored), but not really a story whatsoever. Bandung had stop raining about a week ago. Yada-yada-yada... Lame.
I'm filled with much negative aura today. Thanks to my very disturbed sleep. You've got to have a nice way of waking up, I hate to be 'banged' in such early morning. Not to mention my room is total mess. And now I'm complaining a lot in a blog.
But still... Happy morning, Everyone! They said you have to face each day with a smile plastered in your face, mind fills with happy thoughts... and your day will be livable. Have a great Wednesday!
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