senyum senyum sendiri

Waktu lagi sedih, rasanya sulit buat nemuin hal-hal yang bisa bikin kita tersenyum. Tapi coba ya, waktu pikiran dan hati lagi tenang, ada luar biasa banyak hal yang bisa disyukuri dari hari ini. :)


Saya bersyukur untuk buku Eat Pray Love, dua gelas cappuccino malam ini, semua artis yang telah menyanyikan lagu-lagu di playlist saya, Canada's Next Top Model, internet, Ibu yang paling saya sayang di dunia, Ayah dan kedua adik saya, treadmill, rumah, mobil, laptop, hujan, kesehatan, kehidupan, pengelihatan, malam, siang, pendengaran, onion ring, terigu... *makin lama makin absurd*

Saat-saat yang paling saya suka adalah saat saya merasa bahagia tanpa alasan (hope it ain't sign of insanity). Contentment. Saat saya tiba-tiba bisa merasa grateful atas simple things dan membuat saya senyum-senyum terus tanpa alasan (again, I hope it ain't sign of insanity).

Anyway, sejauh ini, ada dua paragraf dalam Eat Pray Love yang paling menarik jari saya untuk mengutip. Nggak jelas juga kenapa. Padahal membaca buku ini nggak membuat saya kepingin melakukan crazie escapade ke Itali.

Luigi Barzini, in his 1964 masterwork The Italians (written when he'd finally grown tired of foreigners writing about Italy and either loving it or hating it too much), tried to set the record straight on his own culture. He tried to answer the question of why the Italians have produced the greatest artistic, political and scientific minds of the ages, but have still never become a major world power. Why are they the planet's masters of verbal diplomacy, but still so inept at home government? Why they so individually valiant, yet so collectively unsuccessful as an army? How can they be such shrewd merchants on the personal level, yet such inefficient capitalist as a nation?

His answers to these questions are more complex than I can fairly encapsulate here, but have much to do with a sad Italian history of corruption by local leaders and exploitation by foreign dominators, all of which has generally led Italians to draw the seemingly accurate conclusion that nobody and nothing in this world can be trusted. Because the world is so corrupted, misspoken, unstable, exaggerated and unfair, one should trust only what one can experience with one's own senses, and this makes the senses stronger in Italy than anywhere in Europe. This is why, Barzini says, Italians will tolerate hideously incompetent generals, presidents, tyrants, professors, bureaucrats, journalists and captains of industry, but will never tolerate incompetent "opera singers, conductors, ballerinas, courtesans, actors, film directors, cooks, tailors..." In a world of disorder and disaster and fraud, sometimes only beauty can be trusted. Only artistic excellence is incorruptible. Pleasure cannot be bargained down. And sometimes the meal is the only currency that is real.

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